Conscious Play
This is a new series of large paintings on paper for 2021. All of my paintings are primarily borne of the moment I am in when painting them. It is this devotion to the process that gives them their ultimate identity. Yet, I naturally bring my interests and experiences to that sacred space so that the laying on of the paint is a conversation between the fertile emptiness of the almost meditative state that I embody, and the collage of influences within my mind that can’t help but lend their flavour to the painting I am creating.
In this series, you may notice a more playful spirit in the paintings. My motivation was to let my muse run wild with as little interference from me as possible! This felt risky but incredibly liberating. I was above all, curious to see what would come from consciously letting go of my artistic restrictions.
Let me explain what I mean by restrictions. Over time, as a painter, I follow certain whims or I feel drawn to make particular marks or bodies of paint, that behave as compositional anchors. Working with abstraction, there is a desire to impose some form of structure on the surface for the paint to interact with, so as to initiate a journey for the eye or to inspire the beginnings of a story to form in the mind of the viewer. In fact, the very term abstraction suggests that something tangible has been lifted out of context and reworked into something less identifiable. I want to go one step purer than that. There is no beginning with my paintings. No subject matter for the lift off. As far as possible, I want to release the paint and join with its exploration of the surface, so that my presence is as a facilitator rather than the director.
The compositional anchors are fine for as long as they are fresh or alive – active players, but once they become a prop, or imbue a sense of laziness to me, I realise that they have served their purpose and can now be let go of. This is challenging but wonderful because they leave an empty space for the unknown to inhabit! It signifies the entrance of a new mark, or a new colour or a new ‘style’ (although I am reluctant to attribute a style to my work as I like each painting to exist as an individual and confidently stand alone).
The title of the series ‘Conscious Play’ speaks to this desire to activate a playful engagement with the paint, while also getting out of the way of what the painting wants to become. I follow with interest, the discourse of consciousness, non-duality and the extent to which notions of past and future can be said to exist. To me, this exploration has fed into this body of work. You may also notice the introduction of orange, pink and even shades of turquoise! Some of the marks are new to my work: there are curls, loops and some pencil-drawn elements too.
As always, I want only for you to enjoy these paintings on your own terms. Bring your whole self to them or bring a mind empty of needing to interpret, translate or understand them. The experience is yours. Each painting is a space to play. Have fun!